Friday, November 30, 2012

Crimson Cut

Crimson Cut
 
My heart continues to bleed,
at least I know I'm alive.
Love has yet for me to breathe
and hinders thoughts to survive.
 
I am but a blank page of art,
for which many colours appear.
They take no direction or start,
for I begin to disappear.
 
Crimson, softly, smoothly, fitting,
crimson, expanding, quickly, filling,
awaking the areas on the surface,
static travels underneath.
I am left blind but exactly aware,
crimson, roughly, sticky, seeping,
crimson, rising, dripping, Bleeding.
 
Thine thoughts pricked
and fly with ease,
eyes closed shut
and my visions seized.
 
A burning sensation clasps my nose,
instantaneously I froze.
The pain pierces my skin,
effortlessly travels within.
 
It is here where the numbness resides,
a substance drenches the veins,
like it purposely has to abide,
this pain forever remains.
 
Crimson, torchers, alcohol, pain.
Crimson seeps through
bloodshed and vain.
Immaculously, maliciously, cleanses
the wound, spreading like fever.
As the crimson tries to spread like salt,
this brutal suffering travels deeper.


Can't Do It Anymore

Can't Do it Anymore
 
Yelling turns black and black some more,
some more turns red I know for sure.
And yet I must turn my back once again,
the cold wind blows as my walks to begin.
 
I must leave for I know I've overstayed,
so as I leave don't cry for my sorrow
and please don't pretend, I know you betrayed
for the future of my sad tomorrow.
 
I try to please you every day,
all I do you look away,
and yet I like to stay with you,
whatever I say, you find untrue.
 
With all I do my heart is sore,
you're always changing your side,
for that I can't do it anymore,
but sit back and regret the ride.
 
With your mixed emotions running rapid in time,
I think I'll try and suppress my visions,
I hurt knowing the choice is all mine
and for that I made those decisions.

You are my angel

You Are My Angel
 
I watch you from heaven,
I will wait for you,
so far I've waited seven,
that's how I know it's true.
 
When you gaze up in the sky,
looking for answers in the clouds,
I gaze upon your eyes,
I couldn't miss them in a crowd.
 
I know this came too fast,
God took me from your heart,
I wish that moment weren't my last,
each and every part.
 
Even though I'm in heaven's gates,
the one that wears her wings,
I know love when it's my fate,
you are my angel, so he sings.

Be True

Be True
 
Cry for me, and pray for me
and smile for me tonight.
You'll long for me and know for me
and try for me with fight.
 
Feel for me, and hold for me
and dream for me, the good.
You'll steal for me and lie for me
and fly for me, you would.
 
Pinch me I think I'm falling,
catch me I think I'm stalling,
don't do these things for me,
don't do these things for you.
 
Look to our future you see.
We'll cry, pray and smile,
to be true.